Today is a new day...as is every day, lol! I'm torn between talking about the past 5 months or just starting fresh from here and moving on.
I got a Wii Fit for Christmas. I hear it's a lot of fun and a great workout. Mine sits sadly, unused, in it's box. For the past few weeks I've been threatening to open it up and try it. Today I promise myself (and you all) that not only will I try it, but I will blog about it as well!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
My Comeback
I can't imagine anyone is still reading this since it's been a good 5 months since I've last posted, but perhaps that's a good thing. It will allow me to more easily be honest about what's been going on.
Life has been pretty hectic these past five months and so I was totally overloaded with trying to manage my weight on top of it all. Even as I type that, I know it's nothing more than a big fat excuse. Nonetheless, it was what what happened. That's when I go into denial about how big I really am. Every now and again though, I will get an undeniable glimpse of myself and fall into a little depression.
I HATE being fat. I really do. I've realized though, that's it's more than just my weight that I hate. I am too tired and overwhelmed with taking care of my family that I completely stopped taking care of myself in general. On top of being fat, I look tired, disheveled and unkept. When I was young I used to wonder how some people could go from being a good looking young person into such a dumpy looking adult. And yet, I have just about completed the transition myself. What happened to me?
Remember that awesome haircut I got 5 months ago right before I stopped writing? It was good for a while, but now even that looks outgrown and dumpy. It's like I'm incapable of upkeeping any positive change.
Anyway, even if noone's reading this, I think it's time to get myself back on top of my priority list. I've got some new goals that I will lay out for myself. I'm hoping that blogging will once again prove as a good means of expression as well as a way for me to keep track of some progress.
Life has been pretty hectic these past five months and so I was totally overloaded with trying to manage my weight on top of it all. Even as I type that, I know it's nothing more than a big fat excuse. Nonetheless, it was what what happened. That's when I go into denial about how big I really am. Every now and again though, I will get an undeniable glimpse of myself and fall into a little depression.
I HATE being fat. I really do. I've realized though, that's it's more than just my weight that I hate. I am too tired and overwhelmed with taking care of my family that I completely stopped taking care of myself in general. On top of being fat, I look tired, disheveled and unkept. When I was young I used to wonder how some people could go from being a good looking young person into such a dumpy looking adult. And yet, I have just about completed the transition myself. What happened to me?
Remember that awesome haircut I got 5 months ago right before I stopped writing? It was good for a while, but now even that looks outgrown and dumpy. It's like I'm incapable of upkeeping any positive change.
Anyway, even if noone's reading this, I think it's time to get myself back on top of my priority list. I've got some new goals that I will lay out for myself. I'm hoping that blogging will once again prove as a good means of expression as well as a way for me to keep track of some progress.
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